There are only a few more weeks left in the semester and my required time to work with Leap is winding down. I went into this internship reluctantly because my previous gallery internship was a terrible experience. I wasn’t sure what I was going to be doing, what would be expected of me, or if I would enjoy the experience. After the initial interview with my executive director, I was cautiously optimistic that this internship might be slightly more productive than my last. I vastly underestimated how much interning at Leap would come to mean to me.
This internship has given me a new perspective on the art world. When I first entered the art field, I never felt like I belonged. I wasn’t a free spirit who was earthy and resourceful enough to become an artist with a message. I wasn’t outgoing, persuasive and charming enough to become a gallery salesperson. I wasn’t poised, coordinated or studious enough to handle priceless artifacts in a museum. All I knew was that I wanted to be able to share art with the people who needed it in their lives. I have never wanted to create the pieces myself; rather, I wanted be able to give others the tools that they needed to create masterpieces that told their life stories—the joys in their life and their greatest tragedies, their hopes and dreams or their darkest fears.
With its mission to bring arts into Bay Area schools, Leap has opened the door to a section of the art world that I had not known existed. I have found that arts education is so much more than teaching children how to draw flowers and make pretty paintings. Arts education is a field that allows children to express the creativity that is often stifled at a very young age. By bringing teaching artists into the classrooms, Leap provides the students the tools that are necessary to create their own works of art.
I am so proud of the programs that we offer schools and giddy with excitement at the new ideas that are in the works for the future. My brain is now constantly racing to think of new projects or residencies that I can come up with, the collaborations that we can work on, how we can get more money for funding! After working at the Sandcastle Classic, the SomArts project and being able to observe some residencies, I truly believe that we help to create experiences that children will never forget.
Although I tend to rave incessantly about my internship and how great everything is, I know that the organization is not perfect. There are so many things that need to be fixed and aspects about it that I wish were different. But in all of the things that I hate, I can see how to change them. I can think of eight solutions to each and every problem. I can see how I would do things differently. I want to see every single thing that goes on in the organization because I want to figure out how to make it better, more efficient, more productive and more successful.
In working with Leap I have found a niche for myself in the art world, where I feel like I can do something that I am passionate about. Although my time with Leap will be ending in a few short weeks, I am forever grateful to have had the experience to work with such an amazing company and to have some incredible people as my mentors. I know that I am in the right field, even if it isn’t always going to be with this organization. Leap has provided me a glimmer of hope for my future—and a reason to be smug when snotty relatives ask me what the hell I’m going to do with an Art History degree.

